Your face

Your face
in everyman's face
my demand
for you to understand and love me as I am
my search
for the water that would finally
fill the bottomless well
my leaning
on its side
in a full moon's eve
ready to jump in
but on the beach
it is me walking alone yet no more lonely
dipping my feet into the ocean
finally glad to be alive
it is mine the smile
when I stumble and get back up
and recognize that I don't need your approval
to be happy
it is me
who is already free
it is me I must forgive
it is mine the love
for myself
without conditions
that I have been longing for but unwilling to give

2017

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